Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Wallowing in mediocrity???....not if I can help it!

Oh what a procrastinator I am!! We are scheduled to depart in 3 hours or so, and what I am doing?? not packing that's for sure!

Yesterday was Helen - not sure what happened, but timewise, I was slower than previous - the only difference was I was on the low bar last time, and the high bar this time, both were still kind of jumpy though. Today was Grace,(30 clean and jerks) although I don't remember doing this one before (must have popped that brain cell) I did it pretty quick...last time was 6:20 or so with 70 lbs. Today, 6:56 with 80 lbs. I think I'm at the point that in most things, I always seem to end up wallowing in my mediocrity! (I always hit that point, be it skiing, roller hockey, etc). I just really have to force myself through it this time

In the psycho analysis of myself, that I always tend to do, I think if there were prizes for Crossfit, I wouldn't want to be the biggest, fastest, or strongest, my goal would be to win the most improved. I believe this is where the frustration is setting in - the improvements have been big and vast up until this point. Easy to see. Now - there may still be improvements being made - but you have to search for them - they aren't apparent at first, second or even third glance. Ah well, muddle through it, I will!! I'll give that whole diet/supplement thing a shot, see where that gets me.

But - not until Monday...traveling with Sean and my sister who is 7 months pregnant, may be a very bad thing. The two feed off each other with their cravings, and ice cream habits! Hmmm...apparently I'm feeling a bit introspective today...go figure!
Have a spectacular weekend! See everyone on Monday!

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